Finding Elle’s Weblog

I haven’t posted in a bit and I’m not sure how much I’ll actually be online but I wanted to write about last night.  Daniel and I have been talking about that little phrase, the one that only takes one breathe to say but for me just sits in my throat.  We’ve both known that we love eachother but haven’t actually spoken it out loud.  We were laying in bed and I couldn’t sleep.  I felt like I needed to say it.  I’ve been feeling like I need to say.  I knew I wouldn’t fall asleep until I did.  He rolled over and looked at me and said, “sweetie, if you have something to say you should just say it because I know that I love you.”  He knew what was going on in my heart and my head.  I told him that I was afraid that if I said it that it would go away.  He told me that he didn’t see us as ever being apart.  He also told me that he’s known he’s loved me since the first time he met me.  I’ve known it too.  We laid there kissing, sleepily, when I finally pushed the words out.  It wasn’t as hard as I thought it was going to be.  They just fell out.  “I love you”.  “Yeah?”, he said.  “Yeah”, I said.  “I love you too.”